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Do you see what I'm saying?

January 2003

By the Rev. Jon Rieley-Goddard

Dear friends,

    The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light.

    To remember this powerful gift of light, from God, to God’s creation, we can choose to celebrate one more Christmas season event.

    It’s an event that you might miss if someone didn’t explain to you what you might otherwise be missing.

    This last piece of the Christmas pie is called Epiphany.

    Epiphany.

    And here I had intended to write about Holiday depression.

    Glad I came to my senses. I’d much rather tell you about Epiphany.

    Epiphany happens each year on January 6.

    I’m taking the day off and planning a special celebration.

    That’s one reason why I like Epiphany.

    Here’s another: The word, though only middling in length, can grow on you.

    First, the roots.

    Epiphany comes from the ancient Greek and literally means to manifest or to show.

    OK, so I was taught to avoid trotting out the Greek and Hebrew, because no one but me would know or care. Couldn’t resist. I remember how excited (really) I would get when a teacher or a preacher would write on the blackboard or say in the sanctuary one of the ancient words, with correct spelling, correct pronunciation, and a crisp definition. For me it’s like looking under the hood of a classic car or seeing inside the cupboards of a famous chef.

    Epiphany. The word also carries the sense of a sudden increase in understanding, based on something that you see.

    Sight becoming insight in a heartbeat.

    Epiphany is the day when we remember the Three Wise Men who saw the Christ child and gave him gifts. Epiphany, indeed, is the 12th Day of Christmas.

    We call an experience an epiphany when we see that inner lightbulb go on and say Oh!!!

    Someone somewhere – some poet, I think – says something like this:

    An epiphany is a sudden thrust inward.

    Someone else, and I can’t remember who it was, says somewhere that there are none so blind as those who will not see. Sounds a lot like something Shakespeare would say, maybe in King Lear. Let it go. Still, it reminds me of what Lear’s faithful servant What’s His Name says to him, in the wind and rain as Lear in his towering majesty and stupidity has dismissed him for telling truth – see better, Lear! A while later, Lear’s daughter plucks out his eyes. A while later, still, he finally sees the truth.

    That’s epiphany. The sight beyond sight, which we only can see in the mind.

    When the Three Wise Ones saw the baby Jesus they suddenly knew he was special, precious, and powerful, and that he had more of these traits than did they. These mighty ones, whom we also sometimes call the We Three Kings of Orient Are, suddenly knew they were in the presence of real royalty. Takes one to know one, I guess. They bent the knee who to that point knew no equal but one another, equal in their might and pride and wisdom. Like three snooty peas in a pod. Everyone else could see that three in one pod was absurd. But they suddenly, and finally, saw all things for what they were, and they suddenly, and finally, saw themselves for who they really were, and they bent the proud and kingly knee. It must have hurt at first, to suddenly bend what had never to that point been bent for another person.

    By this time, you either are having a grand time along with me as we muse on the beauty of language, or you have ripped up this letter and muttered a few choice words of your own choosing. However, some of you are at the choice point, not sure whether to move on or to continue.

    Continue. You will see things that will save the day, and you, too.

    Epiphany means seeing what you have stared at day after day and month after month and year after year without seeing what you’ve been looking at. I was a passenger a few weeks ago when my wife and I took a ride up to the Erie Canal on a day off. I’ve made that trip a dozen times in the year 2002 alone, but as a rider instead of a driver I saw so much more –

  • a dry-laid limestone stone retaining wall that must have been 100 feet long, separating the snow-covered lawn of the nextdoor neighbor’s yard from the snow-covered driveway that the gray stone wall defined. White ... gray ... white.

  • a discarded toy car, painted pink, sitting in the corner of another yard down the road a piece – a dusting of white on the roof, a splash of pink, and a frozen background, melting slowly.

  • A red canoe, face down in the snow, beside a boutique lake in the exclusive suburb of Amherst. The lake itself frozen, covered in snow. Like, and unlike, what it was. White water.

    Friends, I wish for you an Epiphany the next time you encounter our Lord Jesus Christ. Look at him; see him. Give him gifts, out of your bounty. Kneel down and worship him. He will save you, if you only open your eyes and see who He is, and who He can be, for you. You will feel like a fool, and you will be, and for once you will not turn red with shame or embarrassment. You will be beginning to make sense, to yourself and to those who love you, those who don’t, and all the rest of the crowd, who – sadly – just don’t care about you, or Jesus.

    You will be a fool for Christ, but that is another story, and a good one, too.

    He will save you, if only you open your eyes and see who he really is, for you.

    My friend.

    Look-see.

    Blessings and peace,

    Pastor Jon

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